My money story: from dirty money to divine abundance
Dec 28, 2020
๐ ๐ต๐ฎ๐๐ฒ ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐ฐ๐ฒ๐ถ๐๐ฒ๐ฑ “๐ฑ๐ถ๐ฟ๐๐” ๐บ๐ผ๐ป๐ฒ๐ ๐ถ๐ป ๐๐ต๐ฒ ๐ฝ๐ฎ๐๐.๐ฐ๐ตโฃ
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Yup, I did. โฃ
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And, I’m not going to be embarrassed to share what has moved me so deeply recently. โฃ
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This is a two fold story. โฃ
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As a troubled 19 yr old, I lived the fast life where self worth was non-existent & money was made by any means necessary. โฃ
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The best solution for the train wreck that I was, a survivor of violent crimes & all, was exotic dancing & dating big time drug dealers.โฃ
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Think the energy & life I was immersed in was like a Michelle Pfeiffer in the suburbs. โฃ
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A lot of violence, alcohol abuse & fear for my life prevailed. โฃ
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Fast forward, I have done a lot of work to heal myself, nurture back my soul & learn to make money in a life affirming way, not a soul eating way. โฃ
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๐ญ๐ฎ ๐๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐ ๐ถ๐’๐ ๐ฏ๐ฒ๐ฒ๐ป ๐๐ถ๐ป๐ฐ๐ฒ ๐ ๐น๐ฒ๐ณ๐ ๐๐ต๐ฒ ๐ณ๐ฎ๐๐ ๐น๐ถ๐ณ๐ฒ. โฃ
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I’ve worked my ass off to find my way & be a good mother. I’ve been on welfare on and off most of that time while I went to college & got a degree from UC Berkeley in social justice, & a masters in consciousness & transformative studies. I’ve received every handout available to single mothers.โฃ
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This year my hard work finally paid off & I have learned how to transform & transmute CASH MONEY into divine abundance. โฃ
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๐Divine love, creativity & generosity. ๐โจโฃ
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๐ง๐ข๐๐๐ฌ I was at the grocery store buying Izzy milk, I opened my wallet & saw 3 crisp beautiful new $100 bills. I immediately felt grateful. โฃ
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I saw next to my right hand, a rickety plastic box taking donations for the “Toys & Joys” drive. โฃ
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๐ ๐ ๐ต๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐, ๐๐ถ๐๐ต๐ผ๐๐ ๐ต๐ฒ๐๐ถ๐๐ฎ๐๐ถ๐ผ๐ป, ๐ฎ๐๐ธ๐ฒ๐ฑ ๐๐ต๐ฒ ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐ด๐ถ๐๐๐ฒ๐ฟ ๐น๐ฎ๐ฑ๐ ๐๐ผ ๐ต๐ฒ๐น๐ฝ ๐บ๐ฒ ๐ต๐ถ๐ฑ๐ฒ ๐๐ต๐ถ๐ $๐ญ๐ฌ๐ฌ ๐ฏ๐ถ๐น๐น ๐ถ๐ป ๐ฝ๐ฎ๐ฝ๐ฒ๐ฟ ๐๐ผ ๐ฝ๐น๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ฒ ๐ถ๐ป ๐๐ต๐ฎ๐ ๐ฏ๐ผ๐
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You see, this particular toy drive, once provided hundreds of dollars of gifts for me & my 3 kids when I was recovering from a major injury. โฃ
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I vowed, one day, I WOULD GET TO DONATE BACK TO THEM. ๐ฐ๐ตโฃ
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I cried all the way home & I am
Crying now typing this. โฃ
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I cried out loud with hands on the steering wheel, “God, I’m so grateful. I’m so grateful. I’m so grateful.”โฃ
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And I wept. โฃ
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I felt to pull over & give another hundred, for I can do that!!!
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I have unlocked the codes of my own heart to heal my life, heal the world's relationships with money & activate people to do what they are here to do! To shine bright in all their divinity!โฃ
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๐ฅ๐ฒ๐ฝ๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ ๐ฎ๐ณ๐๐ฒ๐ฟ ๐บ๐ฒ!โฃ
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“I am a divine Goddess co-Creatrix with the Universe. When I honor my true divinity, all is possible. I transform the world through my full authentic loving self expression. I transmute lower realm money INTO DIVINE ABUNDANCE & spread it like wildfire.”โฃ
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Amen. โฃ
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